My thoughts

Well, not everything that you wish for will goes along with the way you wanted it to be. Not every dream you have in your mind will come true. Not every ambition you planned for your future will realised. If you’re lucky enough, you will get everything you wish for in your life while some don’t like me. Any condition or circumstances that happens might force you to change the wind of direction even though you don’t like and prefer the way it was once before. As for my case, my ambition is to be an engineer regardless what kind of engineer I would be. But now, I’m going to pursue a degree in accounting in USM which leads me to the accountant profession. Well, before I planned to be an engineer in the future, I once planned to be a doctor when I was still in primary school due to the influence of medical drama series and documentaries. You can’t blame me because I was very young and immature at that time. After watching all those shows, I so wish to be a doctor and try to save as many lives as I can. As for my thinking at that time, the doctor profession is so noble and I thought it might be a ticket for me to the heaven when I’m dead. After I step into secondary school, I somehow don’t want to be a doctor and wanted to be an engineer mainly because I prefer physics than biology. To me, biology is about memorising facts and I don’t like to memorise. Now, again I’m taking another route to another profession. This time, I’m forced to change and it’s totally not I wanted to do. My life is about to change completely in about a week time.

DOCTOR ---> ENGINEER ---> ACCOUNTANT

From the beginning, I already reiterate not to study any business-related courses and DON’T want to be businessman. I rather choose to be a failure as a businessman. If I’m a successful businessman, my children or other people might fight over to be the heir of my wealth and company if I have which cause destruction and unhappiness to the family. You sure think why I so negative thinking and look too far. In reality, we can’t deny the power of greed and this situation might happen. Money is the roots of all evils. Therefore, I prefer to be not too rich and not too poor.

There are so many things to do and prepare for my university admission. Got so many forms to photocopy, fill, certify and send. SIGNED, SEALED, DELIVER. Besides that, I have to buy some household things to bring there. At the same time, I’m busy searching for a laptop for my university use and try to get one as soon as possible. A lot things puzzling in my mind yet I still put some time to blog here. Anyway, I would like to say thank you to those who help me a lot like notifying me about some particular things, sharing information with me and translating Chinese texts to English just for me to understand. I’m really appreciating all your help although some of them I don’t really know well. Thanks a lot. Good luck in your future undertakings and hope to see you again in the future if you still remember me. Actually, I still got things to blog but I guess I will blog some other time. Wait for my next blog then.