Doom and Gloom

Finally, the results were out. Not to mention, it turned out to be even worse than I expected. It was hard to accept this cruel fact that I fare extremely bad which caused me a dean list. Getting to know that most of my course mates did very well, it put me even more miserable than ever. I wished to cry out my sadness but sadly, the feeling just stuck deep bottom of my heart. I thought my tears will come rushing down from the moment I see the results from the screen but it didn’t happen. Probably my mind and soul already ready for it. In the previous post, I did state that I got C+ for one of my midterm papers. Even C+ also I can get, I guess this results were already expected. Sad or not, there is nothing left to be done. The results still remain unchanged even if I moaned for the rest of my life. Looks like it left me no choice but to keep improving my grades for semesters to come. Like I said, the show must go on even though there are unseen catch along the way. It’s time to leave the past behind and move forward. Starting new semester, I have a lot work to do besides putting more time into my studies. Looks like the workloads will keep bugging me for another year. Tough year ahead I guess. Hopefully, there will be someone who willing to walk with me throughout this journey. I’m waiting for you.